just a thought, something that I needed to say

Ever wondered, why everyone is moving at 150 mph and your moving at 15?

I ask myself that question everyday at times. maybe it's the enviornment that I live in, or the people I surround myself with, or maybe it's the people who are the closest (family) put me down so much that I feel this way. Look all I know is in this life, we got to take what we want if we have a dream, never let what people say destroy us internally and smile like nothing harming us. This self loathing has been going on for several years due to people, and myself. I like to be different, and I love to be around people who society or others consider diffrent, I love abstract art and learning new thingsand that's what my career will consist of capturing the world and people and exposing the weird shit that it contains that's my dream is to be known as an artist.